Up at 2am

Dec 11, 2011

Ok . . so I went to bed at 11 and I woke at 2am thinking about surgery.   Anxious, excited, curious are all the emotions I feel.  I went to the forum and read all the posts, re-read all my various emails, sent emails to Laureli and Dr. Cleysa asking questions and updated my excel spreadsheet so that it autocalculates my BMI.  Right now . . . I am superobese.  If I keep on track I will be in the next category down by surgery. (Morbidly obese)  I calculated every number I need for the journey to "Normal".  But I am still wound up.  Need to sleep because I want to go to my first live support group tonight and need to have the energy to do that.     

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