2-2-09

Feb 02, 2009

Lots going on lately. Too much drama at my gym so I switched to a new one. That opened up a whole can of worms. I've made friends and lost friends over it. Threatened to get my ass kicked by someone that worked at the old one AND found out that for over a year I was paying for a trainer that wasn't certified. I love the new gym though (24 hour Fitness). I've started taking the yoga class that they have there and feel more balanced than I did before I had kids even, LOL. My new trainer is kicking my ass hardcore too. 
The kids are talking up a storm, I can't believe how just a few months goes by and they turn into little people (not that they weren't before). Potty training still isn't going well but they've switched to toddler beds and that has been a good and smooth transtition for everyone.  They're so independent and I hate the whole "testing mommy" phase they're going through too.
I'm trying to figure out how I can get to the psychologist without the kids. I'm having issues with how I see myself and it's starting to effect other parts of my life. I know I 've come a long way but I feel like I haven't. I still feel huge and unattractive, my husband is awesome and tries to reassure me all the time. It's all in my head and I know that but it still doesn't change how I feel. That probably makes no sense to anybody but me...

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