5 Weeks 6 Days after surgery

Feb 08, 2009

Why won't the thoughts of blah leave? 

I didn't even log on to the computer yesterday. 
That's not me.

I'm supposed to be happy, right? 
I've lost 30 pounds and I'm should be excited.

My nails are growing out.
I got a new hair cut and hi-light yesterday.
I should be, so excited.

Ideas...please list them.