State Fair Time (OH! NO!)

Oct 17, 2010

OH GOSH IT'S THAT TIME AGAIN. I HAVEN'T GONE TO THE FAIR SINCE 2004. AND I HATE THE THOUGHT OF IT. BUT IF I DON'T GO MY HUSBAND WON'T TAKE THE KIDS AND I'VE ALREADY CHEATED THEM OUT OF MANY ACTIVITIES BECAUSE OF MY SIZE AND ABILITY TO WALK AROUND. I JUST CAN'T DO THAT TO THEM ANYMORE AND I AM NOT GONNA LET THIS FAT GET IN MY WAY ANYMORE! WELL ISN'T THAT WHY I BEGAN THIS JOURNEY FOR A BETTER LIFE A NORMAL LIFE. I DEMAND IT BACK,
BUT I'M SCARED GUYS! I'M SCARED OF FAILING! I'M SCARED THAT THIS WILL BE MY LAST CHANCE. WHEN I STARTED MY JOURNEY IN AUGUST OF 09 I LEFT IT IN GOD'S HANDS TO GUIDE ME THROUGH AND GIVE ME THE COURAGE TO ACCOMPLISH AND FINISH ALL THE STEPS IT WILL TAKE (NOT A VERY EASY TASK). I AM TOWARD THE END I STILL NEED TO SEE THE PSYCH, THE CARDI, & LABS BEFORE IT CAN GO TO INSURANCE FOR APPROVAL.
                                    LOVE...PEACE...AND HAPPINESS  

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