The Waiting Game!!

Oct 18, 2006

I have been on the UW surgery List for a 3-4 yrs and they now tell me that they do not think that my medical will cover the surgery even though i call the number on my card and had them fax the information to my DR. telling him what is needed for acceptance and he tells me from what he read i qualify under all there requirements. I have Medicaid and i am on SSI because i can no longer work due to the pain and other health problems that keep adding up one by one as the months go by. I am so totally frustrated and mad what am i supposed to do. I feel lost and unhopeful anymore. I believe that what ever i try it is stopped before i can even begin. There are ROAD BLOCKS EVERYWHERE. I am completely lost and confused and devestated this is becoming an endless road to no where with absolutely nothing accomplished. Well i hope and wish to you all that you have better chances and outcomes then i have ever come across.

UPDATE!!!

Ok So here i am a few years later and just finally gave up on the state for help.. With getting the surgery.. When i first signed up on this site i Wieghed an unbearable 360+ give or take aday and time of the month.... So now i am at 290.. yes i am proud of myself.. 
But it has taken so long to get tho this point in my life.. i am constantly depressed, but also feeling deprived. I feel as if i have lost all my friends no one cares to call me or talk to me anymore i rarely go out of the house unless i am shopping.. 

Bad news is i started smoking so i wouldn't eat when not busy.. ok yeah its like defeating myself in another way, but ya know what i have lost 75lbs since March 2007.. So like i am happy about that, but mad cause i had quit smoking like 5 yrs ago. i was so happy when i did that and it was so easy. So i will attempt to quit smoking when i lose a little more wieght.. Quiting smoking is easy to me not munching is hard for me so i chose the latter so i wouldn't munch.. Stupid choice but it is working.. for me. 

The plus side to this is i am finally losing wieght and pretty soon i am going to go to a nutrishionist and learn a proper way of eating. Which i am happy about.. But me i have finally said F--- you to the State.. after i lose 50 more lbs the DR. said he will push for a breast reduction cause they are killing me. I went and got fitted with a new bra cause mine no longer fits. OMG.. the band around has gotten smaller but not the cup size so i'm supposed to be refitted after i lose those 50lbs and if the result is the same then he will push for it because as it stands i am a 46I.

Anyway please feel free to comment me and give and the giving advice is greatly apprieciated.. Thank you all ofr your support...

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