33 hrs to go...

Apr 18, 2010

 I feel like I've been on this journey forever, and surgery day would never come.  I hopefully have had all my doubts and freak out moments, and the next 33 hours will go by without incident.  I feel so blessed to have such great people around me.  There's a small little church that I drive by to and from work and it always has a little message on their message board outside, and today it said, "Don't be afraid", and i can't help but think it's a message to me because at this moment in my life it seems perfect.  I am a religious person, and that message gave me great peacefulness and reassurance that everything will be ok.  Tomorrow hopefully I'll get everything left i have to do done and i can relax till i have to wake up at like 4:30 tuesday morning, which may sound to most as early, but i wake up an hour earlier than that for work so it'll be like sleeping in for me.  I hope i'll be able to sleep the night before, at least a little.  My bf Jeff is bringing me to the hospital for 5:45am and if my parents and best friend can motivate themselves enough that morning they'll be there before i go in for surgery at 7:30am. 

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About Me
East Hampton, CT
Location
25.5
BMI
RNY
Surgery
04/20/2010
Surgery Date
Surgeon
Dec 01, 2009
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