Deep Blue Funk

May 10, 2011

Okay, so I know I shouldn't complain, but....I'm gonna.  Again.  This job thing is taking over my brain, and I've not done ANYTHING in the way of exercise.  My brain tells me to get moving, but then my laziness wins the battle.  I look at other peoples' progress, and it's hard not to compare.  I'm constantly wondering if I'm where I should be weight loss wise and have a difficult time imagining breaking 200 pounds, much less in a month or so.  I hope that it happens, but then again, I wasn't expecting to stall out so soon and only be at a 42 pound loss in 2 months.  Maybe I'm expecting too much.  Maybe I shouldn't compare my journey to anyone else's.  Or MAYBE I should get off my ass and get to moving.  Okay....enough of this mealy mouthing myself today.  On a NSV...I was able to go down a size in my fancy pants, and I had an interview yesterday that I think went very well, so I should know something about this whole job jazz by the end of this week.  I love that I can get on here and vent, and no one condemns me, but I'm really gonna try to stop doing it so much.  I'm letting my circumstances control me, and that sucks!  I absolutely know better and WILL do better.  I HATE it when people do what I'm doing!  UGHHH!  Again...thanks, lovelies!

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