MelindaRN
One week away!!!
Jul 21, 2007
I am completely excited about the surgery coming up so soon. But I am terribly freaked out because I have been really sick for the past 5 days. I am on antibiotics but am still afraid that whatever infection I have, will not be clear in time for surgery. Most of the time that I get sick it somehow manages to decide to set up camp in my lungs. ARRRGGGHHHHH!!! The frustration of it all. Well I am sure many others before me have had issues like mine or worse than mine and there will be those to come. Please pray for me that I am healed and in good shape for a positive outcome in my surgery.
TWO WEEKS AWAY!!!
Jul 16, 2007
Oh my gosh!!! 2 weeks and counting. I cannot wait! Fear? Not really. Mourning food??? Of course! Food has been used for coping for a very long time, and I am a bit scared of letting go of it. Although the power of being healthy, feeling good and not standing out in the crowd is stronger than the fear.
