Melissa W.
Trying again
Jun 02, 2010
So I have not posted in so long. I have relocated alot and am now back in TN. I chased the dream and now it is kind of chasing me. I began this journey so long ago and with such big hopes and now I am just trying to stay true to myself and make the best choices I can. I have been up and down and round and round and now... well I am standing kind in one place and it feels good. Unfortunately there have been lost relationships but I hate to say some I am not so sorry about. Sometimes dumping out what is toxic makes for an easy journey. Today, I work for a great company... Asurion. They have great insurance that now opens the door back up for me to have surgery again. I have witnessed alot of things that distanced me from the desire and yet I have to still admit I know that there is a reason I am going through this and it will make me more successful later by learning from those experiences. I am currently still deciding if I will pursue it but if I do it will likely not happen till beginning of next year. I wanted to be thin by 40 but now I don't really think thin is for me but I do want to lose weight and be healthy. Mobility in my 40's is my focus. Thanks for reading. More later I need to hussle and get ready for work!