mellasmomma0709
Love my tool
Apr 15, 2012
So just wanted to share with you guys my new exciting news!! I have been looking into ziplining lately so I could knock it off my bucket list... Well the town I grew up in,which is the town next to where I live now is a tourist wino town.Well they decided o build a new zipline course. I was stoked,I was like heck yeah Im going to do this. Well somehow I got a wild hair up my butt and drove down there they day they were accepting applications for zipline instructors. I filled out an app,had an interview right there and the guy called me the next day to offer me the job. I squealed and jumped for a good twenty mintutes or so. I couldt stop smiling and just wanted to cry with happiness. This is so out of my comfort zone.... but you know what. I got this. Im so happy with my tool... it has brought out this new inner confidence that is allowing me to do things I would have never done when I was heavy.Im so ready for this adventure and so happy I got that hair in my butt,lol. Cant wait for training day!!!
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curse you fat days!!!
Nov 21, 2011
When will I adjust to how I look?When will I see what everyone else sees?When will I stop looking down at my body and seeing the old Katie? Im ready to embrace the new me but I have all these negative thoughts and feelings holding me back.I went shopping last weekend and walking into certain stores I felt like the people working there were looking at me thinking,why is she in here.I was able to buy things from there but in my head I felt I didnt belong.I hate how mental things are after losing weight.Will it get easier?
shopping!!
Jul 18, 2011
So yesterday I went shopping for the first time in ages,most of my cloths have been hand-me-downs,yardsale cloths and cloths from goodwill.which is awesome,have gotten some very cute cloths.And with only wearing them for awhile before they get to big this is the way to go.So yesterday at church someone put a $50 visa card in the offering plate for me,it said to use on cloths.I was shocked and thankful-so yesterday afternoon I headed out to get myself some cloths.I went to Cato and hit the clearacne racks.I had so many cloths to try on the girl made three trips to take piles to my dressing room.It is so much easier to find cloths now at this size.And how exciting to not be shopping on the plus side at Cato-whooohooo!!!Anyways so I had a blast trying on all these cloths,I felt so pretty in them and it was awesoe to pick stuff out that wasnt just plain colored and cotton-and then I had found a skirt,a hot black pencil skirt and it was $5 but it was a size 10, I thought I needed a 12, well I tried it on and BAMMMM it looked hot and fit me very well.I seriously jumped up and down in that dressing room.So then I realized I should try smaller pants for the bermuda shorts I had and ended up getting a size 10 in those also.I am so excited,I never inmy life imagined being a size 10-not even as a child.So onto shirts, I picked up larges, well they were all toobig....so I switched for Mediums and they fit wonderfully,I even got this cardigan type thing that was a small,a frickin SMALL-crazy!!!So my fun shopping trip consisted of 4 shirts,a pair of bermuda shorts,a pencil skirt,a bra and two panties...for a whopping $46 bucks:) I think I did pretty good!!! But it just started the fever,lol Im dying to shopping again now!!!!!
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almost there....
Jun 27, 2011
Well as of today I am 18 lbs away from my Goal Weight of 150lbs-13 lbs away from losing half of the old me.Im very excited about this and would love to hit these goals.Everyone already tells me Im too skinny though and when they hear I have more to lose they instantly say No you dont need to lose anymore.Easy for them to say....Gotta love all the unwanted stuff people say.Alot of people talk about how much I have changed.I have only changed for the better.I am happier now then I have been in a long time.I cant imagine anytihng making me feel better at this point.Well I know working on my new body would make me feel better.Not loving the naked me-hopefully in time I will.I am just trying to adjust mentually to all the changes and learn how to deal with things people say,good and bad,I still cant take a compliment and feel retarded when someone goes on and on about how good I look.Makes me feel akward.But Im learning,thankyou goes along way!!!This has been an awesome journey and way easier then I ever imagined.Maintaning makes me nervous but i know I can do it!!!
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6 months out
Apr 12, 2011
So here I am almost 6 months out and feeling way better then I ever imagained. I have lost 116 lbs and that blows my mind. I only have about 10 lbs till the Doctors GW but thats not my GW.Probly at least 35 more lbs and I will be good to go.I am so happy I made this decision.It has made my life much better then it already was.I am back to my bubbly happy self and Im having lots of fun.I talk more,laugh more and just enjoy everything because Im not worried about what people are thinking of me.Its great. I am having lots of fun running around after my two little girls,my oldest is 4 and she likes to race,she used to beat me and now gets very mad when I beat her.lol-I feel pretty when I look in the mirror now and thats something.Cant wait to feel beautiful and not just pretty:) Im really seeking friendships here.People that are going through what you are certainly are nice to talk to.I am a stay at home mom and really get bored so to have someone to chat with or exchange messages with is going to be awesome.So feel free to email me here or my personaly email which is [email protected] looking forward to it:)
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