Devastating week!

Oct 10, 2011

I find it hard to even type this blog out because I have had a devastating last week. My sister tragically and suddenly passed away on October 2 at the age of 32 years old, leaving behind her husband and my 3 nieces. The oldest girls are having their 15th and 12th birthdays this coming week, and she leaves behind also my 16month old niece. I feel like my world has been crushed and turned upside down. She was my only sister. I just am extremely depressed, and angry and hurt that I don't know what to do... I lost 6lbs the first 3 days after my horrible news but now i find myself wanting to reach for food for that old familiar comfort feeling. I am completely stressed because not only have I been having financial problems myself with my fiance and I having major issues and breaking up, I just had to bury my sister, and am now probably going to take on some financial help with raising my nieces. I am so afraid that after all of this, i am going to gain and gain...My life feels like it is spinning out of control....HELP!

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