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Well Now I have been busy!  I am proud to say that this journey has been so great! I have been Talking to people that want to have surgery or that has already had the surgery I have done an atiicle for uva medical center, and im going to be in the upcomming issue if vim&vigor Feb issue 09 its great!  I will be on top of the world in no time spreading the word of this great tool that has been made available to us!
Be Fabulouse!

Ok it has been 4ever since ive posted!
but im happy ive had my 1 yr surgiversary on march 9th and as of now I am 145!!!
oh man I can not believe it its ben relitavely easy as long as i remember my vitamins and to eat, and drink water and Not to shop for clothes that will be to big in 2 mos time..lol
Yes I have pics...lol

Goodness its time I updated!!
well lets see, I try to take all my vitimins everyday Iron calcium multi, I still get pleanty of liquid in and i eat very little still maybe 3 ounces at a time...
 but on the plus side i weigh 174 Im gettin on down!
Im so happy my energy level is sky high and its only going to get better!
Can i tell you I just cant see myself being thin Still.. i see the clothes i wear but i cant imagine me being able to wear them and being admired by men! alot alot of men like they think im cute!
maybe I will try new things?!?! somethings I never thought I would do take sexy pics?! start myspace streaming videos?!
or even be in a reality TV series..lol...hmm I wonder So IM cute but can I be beautiful? can I finally peel off this shell and be a really beautiful butterfly?
 Im plain i dont wear make up Im boring I dont go out I live in deadsville But im happy.. for all that ive mentioned im really happy, I just want a bit more now you know? now that i know I dont have to live in a shell and watch other people live their lives and me just there watching So I will be keeping you updated on my progress in my persuit of life and happieness!
bubye wonderful people!!

I has been a pretty notmal weekend for me with the exception of 2  things, I went to CVS to get my perscription for actigal filled Right?!?!? Anyways I see this box of goobers just stareing mad because i had not been to to visit and had not picked them up in almost 6 mos wow has it been 6 mos already?!? how time goes by.. anyways, i was listening at these chocolate coverd peanuts rant at me when my son comes up to me with thesse york peppermint paddies, i say sure you can have them, on the way to che check out he picks up those Goobers that were just yelling at me a minute ago, but now seem strangely content, well we go to the movies and later that night i see those things my son brought home my hand stops in mid air and i think whats a few?!?!?!
so i Eat a few, WOW I did not dump but they did not do much for me either, so then i go to bed and wake up really thirsty 3 am i get up to get something to drink and notice my throat is really irritated like hurts and everything water was not doing the trick for some reason so...... i get a bit of sprite  Well That Landed Me In Bed For About 2 HOURS!!! feeling Awful
Thought I would die! heart failure it was beating sooooo fast I wake up saturday weigh myself, i had been at a stall for a few weeks so i weigh 206 and an hour ago i woke up and weightd myself and OMG...195 um who's body am i in and whats happen,!! 
IVE been sick Ive had CHOCOLATE and SODA!!!!!!!!!
SO NOW AM I happy yesss!!!
scared VERY ..lol I just kinda stood there in that scale until the numbers blurred togeather hopped off and waited a few mins and got back on did this for about 29 mins no change..lol
WOW I am 195!

SO sorry to have been lax in my updates, Life gets pretty darn good after  years of not living you know?!?
So anyways im great! feel great look pretty darn good getting my water in, protine and stuff still a work in progress, but getting better every day.
I walk like mad so mad excersising is not needed thank god!  
Picture I have a ton to put up still just as soon as i can figure out how to finish them, on the good side i am 201!!!!! 
yeah!!!
Twanda

hello everybody just another update to see how your doing and to let you know im doing well ive lost 63 pounds to date and doing great, i could not be happier im like in almost 11 weeks i have lost 63 pounds its mind blowing and i love it..lol 
so everybody keep your head up and you will get through it and its an awsome ride if you can hang on...lol
twanda

I feel great! and look even better.. picturs to come
to date i have lost 45 pounds  and i dumped yesterday while at work on a grape grapes are the devels food dont believe the hype!
 looking forward to a great life people, this summer will be great
bubye!

Had my first Dr appt with schirmer, i am now down 33 pounds !!!! not bad right?!? i have graduated to soft foods yea!!
I have tolirated fod pretty well so far sometimes i forget to chew as well as i should....OUCH!! it gets stuck right THERE and slids down  like a surypy pancake sliding down a wall if your lucky.
 i love instant carnation sugar free its the best especailly when i dont want to eat i will prolly add new pics soon so keep on the look out!
TTL.. 
MEME

O wow i feel great, i am so ready to go back to work but i know i cant yet but as soon as possible i will hit the ground running some soreness but hey i just had a bypass right?
dr.schirmers team was great from what i remember anyways on sec i was in the surgical suite getting pics taken and saying bye to my son and mom and i remember them going to get something to eat so i gave them my UVA badge to use in the cafeteria because i put a certain amout of lunch money on it every payday and i had not been there in months so it built up to like 120 dollars...lol
anyways one of the nurses said we are going to give you something to tale the edge off for you so after she gave it i was lik whoooo, thats what im talkin about head all spinnin cant focus it was funny so they started wheeling me out of the room and they were talking to me about the other patients that had alredy had surgery and i said everything is really blurry, and that was at about 11:30ish and then i woke up all finished with the surgery and hot hot hot hot but no pain what so ever no tubes no draines nothing no stitching or staples i was glued or that liquid bandaid stuff it was cool but it was almost 5pm i was like did i just go thrugh a time warp here at uva?!?#
but my hospital stay was great everybody was sweet and very dilligent i walked fine once i was up anyways..lol
ok so i will tell you how much i have lost when i know for now godbless everyone!!
byeeee

OOOOKKKKK A lil nervouse here at 7:30 am tomorrow i will be at uva getting ready to go into surgery, life altering decision i know, i cant help but wonder is this the right thing now that i got it togeather, i suppose this is normal but it still bums you out to have these feelings, i did not try to hide anything all my friends know and co workers but how will they feel once the change is noticable?!?!
oh well nothing to do but to live my life and find out right?!