BLAH!!!

Feb 15, 2010

Well I have my upper GI this morning and while I was getting ready I realized that this is all feeling very surreal. In fact, this has been the longest weekend of my life I think. I actually gained almost a pound which sets me back a little. I rode my bike 4 miles and walked a mile over the weekend and I gain? Are you kidding me?

So it's back to the grind. I literally have to watch every single carb that comes near my face. It's almost like an allergic reaction. Eat carbs, blow up like a balloon. A lead balloon that is! I feel like my mind is ready to be done with this weight but my body is holding on to it. My body and mind aren't communicating very well right now so I think I may have to beat this thing into submission. I just wish it didn't hurt so much.

I'm off.

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