Slow Going

Feb 20, 2010

I had my gallbladder ultrasound yesterday. Everything is moving in the right direction but it seems to have really slowed down quite a bit. I am trying to stay busy to keep my mind off of the surgery and the process. Last night I played and sang at an Open Mic Nite at San Diego Bible Church. Preparing for that helped and now I'm getting my music ready for the women's retreat in Palomar Mountain. 
 
I'm getting in a lot of exercise but my weight isn't moving one bit. My body naturally builds muscle very quickly so I am losing inches but my weight is staying the same. GRRRRR I think this is the reason why I get so frustrated with dieting and give up. I know I have to do this to reduce my liver size, but it sucks! I can't wait to go to the support group meeting on Tuesday. I really want to do everything I can on my end to ensure my success with the surgery. I'm setting up a lot of different points for support so I don't exhaust any in the process.

I still haven't told any of my family. (for the exception of my sister) I don't think I'm going to. I really don't want them to worry unnecessarily. Knowing my mom she'll freak out for months. Then I'll have to spend my energy supporting her. Not a good situation for me. As for the rest of the fam......well I just don't feel like hearing it to tell you the truth. So to avoid any more stress on me, I'm going to forego spreading the information for now.

That's it for the moment. The days are dragging, but for good reason I'm sure. It's giving me a chance to focus on what is important. One day at a time ( as if it were possibIe to live 2 ).
 
Until next time..........

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