Back to Normal

Mar 05, 2010

Well things are back to normal somewhat. I saw the Nut. this week and this is my last apt. until April. I should get my surgery date in April as well (assuming I've lost the 14lbs I have to lose). She told me not to set the goal of 130lbs that the doc. gave me. She explained that it's really unrealistic and that I should be happy with about 177. I almost got irritated thinking that I'm not going through all of this to be 177lbs. (Which is still overweight) But then I remembered why I'm having the surgery to begin with. I want to be healthy! So if my body evens out at 177, fine! If I get to 150...great. If it's 130....fabulous. Where ever I end up, it'll be a far cry from where I began. So we'll see how it goes.

I've been on the ball with all of this so this weekend I'm going to Palomar Mountain to rest. When I get back on Monday, it's exercise, exercise, exercise. I think this will really help me to clear my head and get my mind set for the diet. I've never been very successful with dieting so I don't want to sabotage myself before I even start. I think this is where people really fail with the program. They give up before they even have the surgery. 14lbs. isn't that much compared to what I have to lose. I know I can't lose 144lbs on my own. But I can lose 14. So that is what i'm going to focus on. That's all I can focus on at this point.

Have a great weekend!!

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