I am so ready!

Jun 06, 2010

I totally understand the importance of the 6 months of monitored weight loss required by some insurance companies. I agree its a pretty important process. It gave me the chance to change habits now, while I have a choice to do so, as opposed to post op, when I am forced to do so.

That said, It has not even been a week since my paperwork was submitted to the insurance company and I am ready to climb the wall. Up to this point, I was in control. I had to acheive xyz before anything could be submitted. Now I play the dreaded waiting game. Oh how I hope that my insurance turns this over with a speedy approval! 

I have wanted to eat everything under the sun this weekend! I totally admit to going for a big ol' bagel and coffee on Saturday. UGH, that mindset is so dangerous! I'm such a control freak, and when I feel things are not in my control... I figure... LETS BINGE!

Slapping myself back into submission! I will not over eat. I will not binge. I will continue to look at the protein, carbs, calories and sugars on the labels. I am still in control! This is just one more phase in the journey to triumph!

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