Michelle R.
Its been a while......
Jan 28, 2010
Its been a long time since I was last on obesity help. I haven't made much time for myself and feel like my job has completely sucked the life out of me. I haven't been happy at all there for the past year. I feel that that stress has made me begin to do what I'm not supposed to. For a long time I've been eating and eating high calorie and unhealthy foods. I haven't been shopping in a while and last week got the shock of my life when I was looking for clothes for a job interview. I had lost 160 lbs and because I'm too scared to get on the scale don't know how much I weigh now. I was down to a size 20 from a size 30/32 and had even bought a pair of size 18 pants. When I tried on the clothes this past week I had to buy a pair of size 24 pants.This has been totally devastating to me and I know that I have been completely self destructive. I need to work on putting myself first again. I don't want to go back to feeling the way I used to feel. I feel like this has broken my spirit and I'm the one that's completely to blame. I'm going to do my best to put myself back on the top of the list and hopefully I'll be able to share good news soon.
Please pray for me
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About Me
Falls Church, VA
Location
45.5
BMI
Surgery
02/20/2007
Surgery Date
Oct 15, 2006
Member Since
