Checkin in and weird people

Jan 16, 2009

It has been quite some time since I have posted to the blog.  Things are trucking along and the holidays posed less of a problem then I thought..  In the last month or so I have found that I have no appetite and have to remind myself to eat.  Weight loss has slowed but I am proud to say I am down to 178 pounds.  My personal goal is 165 so I feel like it might just be attainable if I keep focused.  Working out has been a bit harder.  Not something I enjoy.  But luckily I have the diet/eating part down.  I feel awful when I eat sugar and I will never eat Chinese food or other greasy food again.  Just thinking about it makes me sick.  One thing I have noticed, however, is that in my support groups there are quite a few people who just don't look so healthy.  Have you noticed this?  I have seen a lot of people who look anorexic and sick.  It worries me. I don't want to get that way. 

I am comfortably fitting into a size 10 although I realize that sizes have changed and today's size 10 was a size 14 twenty years ago.  I would love to get to a size 8. 

I am also, for the first time, thinking ahead about plastic surgery.  I definetely have ruined my stomach muscles and will require a tummy tuck if I ever hope to look normal in the torso but for now I am just happy with what I have done.

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