What had happened was/ what's going on now

Feb 20, 2009

Ok it has been a minute since I blogged I finished the 6 month diet and pysh and nut eval. I let people around me change my mind because of the complications of the surgery and fear of excess skin.I changed jobs and the job changed too had no insurance plus  I thought that I can lose the weight on my own I started a diet in january and lost 9 pounds.  I got sick and I broke up with my boyfriend plus other stressors I fell off the wagon then I realised that I'm tired of diet after diet.I tired of being tired. I have no energy at all. I came to the realization that I need and want help to lose this weight.  I have regrets about not  staying with the job a little longer to have the surgery. I could be much smaller now. Thursday I decided that I was going to do it for me I am the only one that has to live with the decision  I hope that the insurance covers it and that I don't have to redo the diet.  Well  until next time OH.

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