I CANT DO THIS ALONE

Jan 05, 2010

IM SO SO SO FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW!!! I started this process from going to a lapband seminar at the begining of november and I realized why I went. for 2 main reason...The 1st was support for my best friend,my sister basically, and 2nd was ,without knowing it, for myself. I needed help with my unknown of that minute high blood-pressure,gerd,and joint pain. NOW, i found out today my bf is giving up slowly from it not going fast enough and a bad result from a phyc. eval. and I CANT STAND IT. And also, my brother ,who I just got off the phone with just said the same thing but just cause he is gettin sick of being barked at by ppl..I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO THEM. cause sadly im the healthiest of me and my brother and if i had to choose i would give him the surgery instead of me cause i know he needs that. I would do anything for both of them to be in my place of postivity. I cant let myself give up cause I would let this weight win..I WILL NOT LET THAT HAPPEN!!!!!!! PLEASE someone give me something to say to them both..they have higher BMI's than me and i know they need help..I just cant stand by and watch them give up. They were my inspiration growing up and I will not let them let me go it alone. Its not acceptable!!!!!!!! I am so upset and have to vent..if u read this please offer some words of opinions or something. Cause, today i heard from two of the most influental and important people of my life saying..." I'm just about ready to give up" and that drives me crazy....

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