missjessicap
just another busy busy day
Feb 17, 2010
i have been so busy since last month its crazy! I been going and doing and pleasing everyone at the same time..its so exhausting. been tryin to get threw all my steps so i can get this surgery and it seems like its gonna be a really long time before i get a chance to get it. with the weather i missed my first nut testing since they didnt open that day they wouldnt reschedule since they didnt really know what i was coming for( receptionist sayin that) so i have to come in tomorrow and probably fit in 2 days worth of stuff in one day then next monday pray the nut says that i am ok to go threw them..if not then i will be stuck in this situation for a long while probably..but other than that just have to get on birth control and im ready to go..i pray i can get this done before my husband deploys in may or june. they said they are gonna try though..but i know how military are..i have done terrible with my diet lately..just with how busy i have been and the only options u get are not the best ..but at least i am noticing that...i am happy that i have defintely given up the soda..i am drinkin green tea all the time and when i go out even though the food isnt the greatest i at least stick to only water during it..figure that counts for a few good moments in my non-diet ..lol..umm keeping up with all the things im doing im also having to take care of my husband in-between his surgerys and stuff..he just got finished with his lasik surgery today and next month he is gettin his tonsils out and his nose fixed so at least when i get my surgery i will be able to sleep thank god! i am also sick of this cold miserable weather..i try to make the best of it..but the snow scares me on the road alot..seen some bad accidents in my life and dont care to go threw that..and around here when cold weather hits seems like everything shuts down like the end of the world..i think thats all i have to document for now..oh except for my frustration about the support groups here havent had 2 support group meetings these past two months cause of holidays ..i wish they would just change the days when there is a holiday cause of all the times i really need the support right now and nothing i can do about it..and they are stupid for doing that cause on holidays are the worst for needing support! and a month is a long time to wait for the need...ok thats all for now...pray for me and i will pray for everyone i know...in my own way...ok i hope peace comes soon and a end to a never ending road getting this surgery it seems ready for the losers bench!
