wow..its soo close...3 days

May 07, 2010

I went and tried and pushed and swore i was ready to give up so many times. I was sure they were out to get me out of the surgery ...well i finally got a day of may 10th..at 930 am i go in...i cant believe it and im gettin antsy and nervous and breathless.....i cant wait to be on that losers bench and take life and do what i should be able to do now..like going on all the roller coasters in the world..not being scared of a airplane seat next to someone i dont know..being able to weigh less than the guys..lol..and to not have anymore worries about my blood pressure anymore!!! that will be so exciting on its own..and dont mention the amazing clothes that i cant wear now..at a size 24/26 cant get much around here....so i am ready to be me inside and out!!!!! see you all on the other side ...pray for me

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