Kris H.

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1. The Pouch Rules are gospel ...keep it that way, follow them    like religion and do not stray from the good word.
     2. I will be gracious to all the bitches who enjoyed me being fat, and thought they were better than me. No matter what I really want to say to them, I will be a lady.
     3. I will learn to take compliments..I have worked hard and earned every one of them. 
     4. I will continue to be the best wife, friend, lover, sister, aunt, daughter I can be... My new found life has made this so much easier, so I will enjoy this blessing to the fullest!
     5. I will continue to live every day like a rockstar!...that's my always promise to myself!
     6. I will not begin any new flesh projects until my current tattoos are finished... I will be making my artist very comfortable this year!
     7. I will make an entrance everywhere I go...I will not be easily forgotten...I will not ever blend into a crowd...I will never be mistaken for someone else...I wont ever wish I could be someone else...ever!

Nov. 2007~257        Dec. 2007~down 30      Jan. 2008~down 45

  Feb. 2008~down 50     May 2008~down 75    Aug. 2008~down 91

Oct. 2008~down 100

Koi & "Love" on left     fishy on left calf   flowers on left
upper arm                                                  inner ankle


My Mum on my right wrist   Just a flower on my neck


My Dragon            My Japanese Girly       My Geisha(not done)


More Fishy's                    My first Tattoo

I am doing great...I think.  I am still tired all the time. It is hard to eat enough, and get all my fluids in.  It kinda weird growing up fat and trying not to eat all the time and then having surgery and that's all you get to do. EAT....EAT.....and EAT.  I have lost a total of 32lbs in my 6weeks.  I'm not bragging cuz I haven't exercise a day. I want to....kinda.  I can just alway find everything else in the world to do.  I gotta get into it. I know that. 
I have my check-up on Jan 7th.  I really don't know what to expect.  I will try to keep everyone updated. And I will get some exercise in.

Lets just say that I thought I would be worse.  I am doing great. I have lost 18lbs. I feel wonderful. I have energy that I didn't before.  It is still hard to get enough in but I am working on that.  The vitamins are gross. I think that I may need to get some other ones.  I am so happy that I made this decision. I love myself.

I am very excited for the surgery. No one understands that. They think I should be nervous and scared.  I just started getting scared tonight (3 days before) I'm not really scared of the procedure. I am scared of Begining a new life for me.  Maybe scared is not the word.  I have a great physician and a wonderful hospital.  I am a RN student so the staff better be nice to me LOL.
I will keep everyone updated and post a full body (ugh) before pic on Thursday. Thanks everyone for you support.

  That is exactly how I feel right now.  I have so much information floating around in my head.  I spent 8 hrs in lecture today and yesterday .  A 10 minute break every hour and a half just doesn't seem right.  My back and legs hurt from sitting in the hard plastic chairs.  And now I am expected to come home, make dinner, clean up and study.  I have a 8hr. CPR class tomorrow too.   The first week of school is over.

I just keep saying to myself......"It will all be worth it in the long run."   I am worth it.