AND THE BEAT GOES ON

Aug 10, 2017

Hi - it's me MJ!  

Yesterday was nice.  I have to get used to the Darling BF doing everything around the house. I get up early so I do little projects like organizing a drawer or under the sink but he is doing the bulk of the housework.  I feel like a shit because it is not to my liking.  We always pick on him because he is very particular but in the last week I have notice that I am MORE particular.  He is just not doing things the way I would do it.  Bless My Heart.  I will be better about this starting today.  I really do love and appreciate him.

I posted on my personal FB wall that I was feeling great, I was blown away by the touching responses and messages. I even posted a NOW photo (asked to do so) and everyone said I look different already!  

I went to the Dr. and she is so happy with my progress.  The only thing is that I have to take Sennocot again because we don't feel things are "moving" as much as the should... Otherwise I am the picture of good health.

I did weigh myself again.  But it is because it is Wednesday!  She weighed me there but it doesn't count because it was 4:30 in the afternoon and I was fully clothed.  Everyone knows you only weight in early morning, naked after your first pee! It is the only true measurement.  So why am I so wiggy about frequent weigh ins?  It takes up too much head space.  We should trust that if we the plan are working the way we should then the needle will go down. What happens if we weigh ourselves everyday and one one day the needled doesn't move down.  It takes up our whole day trying to figure out why and adjust accordingly. THAT WAS THE OLD MJ.  Mamma's got a brand new bag (well pouch). This way I only have to be concerned on Wednesdays! LOL  I also read somewhere that Wednesday was the optimal day so I believe it! LOL

I was tired.  I took a nap, about an hour and a half long nap. It was amazing.  I feel like a retired person! I get up at 6 am and do a bunch of stuff.  The family gets up at around 9 or 10 and by then I have done so much I'm too tired to hang out with them.  I was supposed to make a bunch of calls, but I layed down at 1:00 and then it was time to go to the Dr. 

My Darling BF is off this week to help me, he goes back to work next week. I will miss him. My 13 yr old daughter is off for the summer.  Am I the only one who thinks their teenager is completly unmotivated and wired into her iPad?  

I can't fix everyone, but I can be a good influence.  

Thank you for spending time with me today, I hope you have an even better day!

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