Its always something else...

Apr 19, 2011

I just had my session talking about binge eating with my psychologist.  Now they want to do 2 more AT LEAST....Im ready to scream, I feel like this is surgery is never going to happen and they are just dragging everything on as much as possible. Its almost been a year since I started all this (they told me it would be 6 months, 7 tops...(If i could find a face rolling its eyes, it would be here)  I just want to give up sometimes because I am truly a very impatient person and it depresses me that I feel like I cant even be 'fat' right.   Im so sick of the hoops and all this crap they keep telling me.  I dont need to wait a month between seeing the damn shrink! COME ON PEOPLE!!! HURRY THE HELL UP I AINT GOING TO LIVE FOREVER!! 

By the way, today is the day my pre-op diet was supposed to start, so I think that makes it suck just that much more :(

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