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Had my Apollo overstitch on Sept. 7th. Due to unforseen complications I spent a week in the hospital with  NPO on a TPN through a Picc line. It was pure HELL!  I'm down 27pds in a week on clear liquids and it went ok. Now I'm cleared for soft and pureed foods, my will power is faltering.  Trouble with my kid, feeling alone, and without my regular go to (food) I'm feeling stuck again. I so don't want to self sabotage all I've been through but I literally have no energy or wherewithal to control my emotions. Any suggestions are appreciated.  I know I'm not alone in these feelings. God bless

 

 

 

I have tried everything and I can't lose weight.  I had rny

 Halloween of 2013. Sw was 420. Lw was 318: after my surgeon performed a panniculectomy and removed 20 lbs from my abdomen and pannus.  Through all the pain and healing and tears I have reverted back to using food for 'comfort'.  I'm seeing a therapist but it's not helping. I NEVER got dumping so I can literally eat like I did before the rny.  They won't give me a revision and I'm just so done.  I have no true support system and and dealing with the life changing fact that my child recently came out as transgendered.  I am grieving my child that I raised and doing it alone: all of my immediate family is deceased and the pressure is just manifesting itself in my over eating and eating all the wrong things.  I don't know what steps to take next or even if I should try. I'm back to over 350 lbs and my body aches constantly.   My knees and the reprieve from pain in my hips is gone. I don't even get out of bed most days.  This isn't living.  Any suggestions or anyone who can relate and have been down this road, pls help me.  I'm just so done

Sooooo happy and anxious that i'm finally at my goal of having my surgery!  It's been years of battles and disappointment and they are finally paying off.....I pray that GOD guidesthe hands of my surgeon, that there are no complications, and that my healing is fast and complete....this clear liquids diet sux but i know there is light at the end of the tunnel!!!!! Wish me Blessings ;)

Found out yesterday thati will not be having my gastric bypass surgery until my oncologist clears me....I have to have radioactive iodine treatment and basically will be radioactive for 5 days in seclusion!....how much more can a person take?! I'm truly depressed and at my wits end.....I have zero energy level since having my thyroid out and now found out as a result of that surgery I have a paralyzed vocal cord....I'm at the point now where I want to eat myself into oblivion because I see no help in my future....tired of being tired and doing it ALONE

thyroid biopsy my doctor ordered showed i have thyroid cancer....to say i went through a few different emotions is an UNDERSTATEMENT.....so in the scheme of things instead of having my gb on july 3rd i am instead having a thyroidectomy....bypass has been rescheduled for aug. 7th....EVERYTIME i am closer to this surgery SOMETHING happens and i cant get it....maybe im not meant to have it.....

SCARED, NERVOUS AND EXCITED AT THE SAME TIME.....SOMEONE GIVE ME SOME MUCH NEEDED WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT PLS!!!!

First appt. with Dr. White is scheduled for May 7th!...can't wait

The 30 pds i was told by my surgeon i needed to lose in order for him to perform it has now turned into 45pds!!  I AM A TRUE FOOD ADDICT....so when im down because i havent lost any weight guess what? I EAT EVEN MORE.....my cuzzin Carmen had the surgery on May 1st and has lost over 70 pds to date...she told me to try slimfast to step up my weightloss but it isnt working!!! I keep feeling the need that im missing something....like REAL FOOD!!..I know its a mind thing but the mind is POWERFUL....does anyone have ideas on how i can conquer this demon thats keeping me from attaining my goal? if so PLS share.....

liquid diet sucked, men suck, life sucks....nuff said

I, for some reason, have decided that today i am going to start a week long liquid diet....I MUST BE MADLY INSANE...imma FOOD ADDICT! What makes me think i can do this? Well for starters its Mother's day today and im missing mine....she struggled all her life with her weight and guess i have chosen to let that be my example of the changes i need to make in my life in order to be here for my son for MANY MANY MORE MOTHER'S DAYS!...So here i am, on my second protein shake of the day....i will admit its rather filling....for all of 15 seconds!...THERE, BUT FOR THE GRACE OF GOD, I GO...PRAY for me ya'll....cause im hungry for REAL food ALREADY!!!