So ready to give up the fight. Tired of being TIRED

Oct 08, 2015

I have tried everything and I can't lose weight.  I had rny

 Halloween of 2013. Sw was 420. Lw was 318: after my surgeon performed a panniculectomy and removed 20 lbs from my abdomen and pannus.  Through all the pain and healing and tears I have reverted back to using food for 'comfort'.  I'm seeing a therapist but it's not helping. I NEVER got dumping so I can literally eat like I did before the rny.  They won't give me a revision and I'm just so done.  I have no true support system and and dealing with the life changing fact that my child recently came out as transgendered.  I am grieving my child that I raised and doing it alone: all of my immediate family is deceased and the pressure is just manifesting itself in my over eating and eating all the wrong things.  I don't know what steps to take next or even if I should try. I'm back to over 350 lbs and my body aches constantly.   My knees and the reprieve from pain in my hips is gone. I don't even get out of bed most days.  This isn't living.  Any suggestions or anyone who can relate and have been down this road, pls help me.  I'm just so done

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