mistical
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May 31, 2010
life is OK today well this week i have a lot of ups and downs sometimes i feel good based on the weight i lost but other times its like its not enough because i had lost 50lbs before surgery and then i hurt my knee and starting gaining it back about 25lbs so the weight I'm losing i had lost already so not as exciting but i do thank god i lost it well today I'm at 243 witch is around what i weighed before so from here on out it will be new sizes and exciting i hope that helps Ive had a lot of unhappy moments and regretting the surgery i feel like everyone on here only reports the positive things but i am just being honest and hopefully after i make it through this ill change my mind but its a lot harder than i imagined the first 2 wks of liquid wow and now i can eat some things but i just feel so left out again i thank god for the weight loss and the fact that I'm not even hungry but i cannot go outside with my family and eat anything they wonder why so many people are overweight we went to the movies cant eat anything there we went swimming cant eat anything there we went fishing brought some stuff but got sick so that wasn't fun it so hard to drink all these liquids I'm so thirsty i just want to take some big drinks of something cold and good but not just sips of room temp water i just want to feel normal again sounds like alot of complaining huh like i said i hope things get better well i think ill have a yogurt and then my yummy protein shake and my chewy vitamin and liquid zantac I'm so overwhelmed.