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Nov 01, 2010

hello all how's everyone? I'm OK i guess. The weight loss has slowed a bit i wasn't able to hit the gym like i needed to or walk at work because i was so busy. So this week I'm back so i hope it gets to moving.  My eating hasn't been that great ether.  I know i don't get my protein in cause i don't eat enough plus i haven't been taking my vitamins or basically I'm fuckin up but I've been trying to improve my eating its so hard to manage all these things before surgery i was like o OK i have to take vitamins for the rest of my life OK no big deal well i was wrong i guess i didn't realize that i would have to take them a different times of the day and not with certain foods and my stomach would hurt and i cant drink a lot of water to make the big ass pill go down plus eat plus exercise plus sip water all day long it ruff but I'm figure it out i'm start using my food diary which i stopped using and that's why i don't eat well and have no idea how much protein i eat i stopped drinking my shakes cause they are nasty so i bought the protein bars but they don't have enough protein i still be hungry and that's too many calories so today i went back to the shake i can tell it helped plus i feel better. So now that's off my chest its cool today i realized i hit the 100 mark yep go mistical!!! 100lbs baby i cant believe it that's just crazy that's a lot of a person to lose. so now i have about 20 lbs to go once i get there ill go smaller if i can i just don't want to gain any back i don't care what people say telling me i should stop now I'm stiller considered overweight i didn't have surgery too still be overweight. I cant wait to go out buy me a Lil dress it felt good last weekend i bought me some new clothing size med and even smalls that shits crazy i can buy what i want now instead of looking for the biggest size available. now i just need more money too buy the stuff. well i'm go to bed thanks for listening!! 
o and PS i had to sit at work with 5 boxes of donuts and i only had one Lil piece and Halloween last year i was a damn mess i ate so much candy well I'm proud to say i haven't been eating any of there candy and I'm damn happy about that its a big step in my life so if i can make it through birthdays and holidays ima be one hot bitch this summer!!!

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