mizzarcher9105
Doing it all wrong, eating all wrong.
Oct 07, 2009
Honestly I know why I am hiding under a chair. I am hiding because I am so mad and so embarassed by myself that I am sick about it. I have started about 2 or maybe even 3 weeks ago eating ALL the wrong things. I have so many things going on in my life that some are hard to cope with (my husband is about to be in Iraq for the 2nd time in 3 years) so I just turn to food like I did in the older days before RNY. I know I am doing so wrong and I know that I am destroying myself as I do these things, but at the exact moment I don't think I don't seem to care and I hate that about myself. I have had anything from french fries to a couple slices of mini pizza. Don't freak out this pizza was tiny. So it was about 4oz if not 5. But still that is terrible. I have had a couple of big gulps of Coke and had Rice and bread and it's just gross. I am venting and letting it out because I know I am not the only one that has done this. I need help and I am looking for good advice, not rude and hateful remarks. I can do that to myself as is. I know its all wrong but I have to stop, before something terrible happens and it's to late. As I sit here and type this I am starting to realize how bad it is...maybe I needed to just let it out and make it real for me to get it. Ugh, food is the devil.
First Work Out Since Surgery...
Jul 22, 2009
Well you have to start somewhere. I had to make myself get my booty to the GYM this afternoon. I went and got on the elipticle (sp) for only 30 mins. I burned 165 calories and I went 1 1/2 miles. Thats not much but for my first time going I was proud of myself. Now I have to learn how to do the damn protien. Grrr I wish they made damn protien pills would make life SOOO much easier. Oh well...Hopes everyone has a great day!Bobbye
Pissy, then again today is just not my day!!
Jul 05, 2009
IT JUST UPSETS ME WHEN YOU POST SOMETHING ON THE BOARD AND Y0U GET ALL THESE VIEWS AND ONLY 1 ANSWER BACK. I UNDERSTAND THAT MAYBE NOT EVERY SINCE PERSON KNOW THE answers to everyones questions but what i asked is simple. we have all experienced SOMETHING FOR AFTER SURGERY AND GRRR IT JUST UPSETS ME LIKE PPL ARE READING TO BE NOSEY AND NOT TO BE HELPFUL. I HOPE THIS DOESNT UPSET ANYONE I HAVE HAD A VERY PAINFUL UPSETTING DAY AND I COULD HAVE USED ADVICE FROM THOSE 11 PEOPLE THAT LOOKED AND DIDNT RESPOND. I SEE THIS ON OTHERS ALOT AND ITS JUST RUDE! OKAY IM DONE VENTING! GOOD NIGHT
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Finally Got My Big Day
May 27, 2009
Well after a long long wait to see the Dr for the first time I finally got my date for my big day. I am going in on the 29th early morning where I will be admitted, there I will meet the crew that will be doing my surgery the following day. After that I am pretty much free to wonder until that evening. I am kinda sad that my husband can not stay the night with me...It's a church run hospital and the nuns don't like men staying with women or vise versa...sucks. So the 30th I will get my RNY surgery done. They say to plan to be there for 1 week. Bleh that really sucks to because I hate being away from my husband and my doggies that long...But I have to do what I have to do. I am just thankful that I got my big date and that things are looking up! Can't wait to join you all!!Bobbye
