My 4 year Anniversary

Nov 22, 2010

  Hello All...  I just got my Happy Anniversary email from Eric & was shocked, I thought I would never forget this day..but again it slipped my mind. 
 I am enjoying a busy active life. My marriage is getting a little better. I am struggling with weight gain, about 20 pounds. I have been very depressed over, but I am over it & going to quit feeling sorry for myself & do something about it, before it gets out of hand...again.
 So I just wanted to say a quick Hello to All of us November 2006'ers.  Hope you are are happy & well.   
I  also wanted to say something I just learned... I takes effort & a mind change to "make" yourself happy... I never looked at it this way before, but it has helped me.
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August 8, 2009

Aug 08, 2009

 wow..it's been a long time since my last post.....I've been working full time & life's been crazy. I need to get back on track, I've gained about 10 lbs & it  hasnt  come off yet :0(  I've got to start watching my grazing & food choices.
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September 26th, 2008

Sep 26, 2008

Hello, Things are going well. I got a full time job at nights. I am in training for 6 weeks Mon-Fri 4pm to midnight. It's very hard, but I am very happy. I do miss my kiddies, I only see them a few minutes a day during the week, but the money is good & we need it right now. Things seem to be going better w/ hubby. We only see each other a few minutes a day during the week..so that is helping. So I can say things are pretty good & life seems normal right now :0)

August 26th, 2008

Aug 26, 2008

It's been a rough week. I just want to comfirm if anyone has any dumb ideas that this surgery will help your marriage.. Think again. My husband is worse to me AFTER the surgery than he was before... I didn't think it was possible.
He has gained a lot of weight & is just emotionally an abusive A$$. I guess he has been for awhile.. I have just changed so much over the past year I don't want to put up w/ it anymore. It's just soooooo hard to walk away after 18 years of marriage & 3 children.

Ok, enough of my pissing & moaning..I just needed to vent.


August 20th, 2008

Aug 19, 2008

It's been a year and about 8 months sunce surgery. My stomach is still weird at times. Some days I want to eat everything & then others I want nothing. I still get full quickly. I am still hanging in between weighing 135 & 139. I do have skin issues & lack of boob issues that I would love to get fixed, but not sure when, with 3 kids there not much $ left after bills get paid.
My kids went back to school on Monday & then tropical storm Fay kept them home for the 2nd & 3rd days of school. Hopefully tomorrow they will be back in school....God I'm sooooo sick of the fighting between them.
I'm going to be looking for a full time job working days. I'm tired of working retail & working nights & weekends. 
I guess thats about it for now. Thanks for reading.



May 22nd, 2008

May 22, 2008

Hello, I think I have pretty much stopped loosing. I weigh anywhere from 134 to 138. I wear a size 10 & some 8.   Things are going ok here at home. I think were going to have to sell our house & I am not looking forward to all that "fun" involved w/ all that.

April 4th, 2008

Apr 04, 2008

I've made it to 137 now. I'm pretty happy, didn't think I would ever get here.

 I'm still married, it's rough, he's addicted to playing World of Warcraft among other things & seems to put his online games 1st in his life before me & our kids. Were going to marriage therpy, but it seems as if he just says what I wanna hear during our session. It sucks, no romance anymore..I find myself  thinking more & more of leaving, but I'm afraid I'm giving up too easy.

So even though my body looks better than it has since high school, it has NOT helped my marriage at all liked I hoped it would.

FEB. 15th, 2008

Feb 14, 2008

Today is a very sad day for me. My beloved dog "Dolly" died this morning.  I will miss you Doll !!
 Very tough day !! :0(

Jan. 23, 2008

Jan 23, 2008

I did it !!! This morning I made it to my personal goal weight of 140. That makes a total loss of 119 pounds. My BMI is a 24 now.. WOO HOO.
My marriage is still the same, what more can I say it Sucks!!
I'm very sad about my dog right now, she's very old & stinks & can't do much of anything, she will need to be put to sleep soon, it will be heart breaking, but I know she's ready to go, it's me that's having a hard time letting go, as well as my children, it will be very hard on all 3 of them.
Works good, I got hired perm. , not just seasonal, so that's good news. Now if I can only figure out what I want to go to school for I would be all set. Ok  thats it for now. Thanks for reading!!

Jan. 2, 2008

Jan 02, 2008

Happy New year 2008 !!!!!!
 I am down to 142/143 right now. Yeah I didn't gain over the holidays, what a nice feeling.
I'm having issues with my marriage, my husband is so cold & very UN loving. I give him NO reason to act like this, no flirting or anything like that. he has gained weight over the past year, so he's depressed.. I know how he feels I was depressed for 10 years over my weight. I just wish he wouldn't take it out on me.
 



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Lake Mary, FL
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11/22/2006
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Jan 13, 2006
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