Panic again....

Feb 19, 2011

Ok so I think that I found one of my main triggers for food. FATIGUE!! I am back at work after a few days off and man was I tired last night and CRANKY!! Everyone was eating pizza, and motz sticks and cheese steaks......and I wanted one!! I did not have any but I wanted one. I called my husband crying having a panic attack AGAIN! How pathetic am I that I am crying over food.....and GOd love him, he is trying to be supportive but he always tried to just say the right things but they come out wrong. I think if I just had some re assurance that I will be able to eat normal foods just in smaller portions or SF versions I will be ok but I am so scared of the unsure afterwards. Today I woke up after a GREAT nap at work feeling better and semi motivated again....still a little bummed but better. as the day goes on I think i will be ok. I go to the Doc for my final clearance from my PCP tomorrow and I am gonna talk to her about all this and I think I may call the NUT as well tomorrow and talk to her about all this. AM I NORMAL?? or AM I LOSING MY MIND.........................

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