In my skin

Jan 27, 2011

This week has been of one of those obscene weeks where I am losing a lb a day, I'll take it!  I am 231 this morning, I cannot wait to be out of the 230's, this all just seems so surreal to me.  My self esteem is rocking at the moment, but believe there was a time in my life that 231 was TERRIBLE in my mind and I couldn't have hated myself more.  I was thinking the other day, not only was this surgery a blessing for me physically, but also mentally.  In high school I was 175 lbs and thought I was huge, if I had stayed at that weight, I would have always had poor self esteem.  Having been heavy, I can look back and realize, I looked great, and was healthy!  I no longer take my health for granted.  Here I am at 231, still obese, and happy as a clam in my skin!

~Mon

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El Paso, TX
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RNY
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11/23/2010
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Sep 07, 2010
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