Feels closer & more real already

Apr 28, 2013

I was worried that the test appointments for pre op would be so spread out and make this waiting game even longer. But everything is scheduled in may! I am totally tickled! I've been told by several ppl that with my insurance bcbs, that it shouldn't take long to have the surgery. I'm wondering what month, I know I'm wanting to fast fwd and know everything right now lol, but I'm ready to enjoy life without my weight always feeling like a factor. My new beach chair that I got for my birthday has a weight limit of 250. Most ppl wouldn't think twice about the limit! Every time I sit in that thing I'm going to be worried that it's going to collapse under me (im 285ish). Ugh. I love the beach. I can't help but think that maybe this is my last summer being this big. I never expect to get into a sexy bikini, I know loose skin will be a factor. Anyways.... I'm going on & on. I have so much on my mind! oh and does insurance approve you after all these test?? I'm a little confused.

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