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hey oh omg iam sooo upset ok so its been over a year since i had my surgey and i havent done nething i wanna cry am at 260 n i keep going up n down between 250 and 260 i haven had any fill ins and right when i thought i was i go to my doctors and fined out my clinc no longer has a bariatric surgent so i have to find another that take my health insureance am sooooo upset i dont even no anymore

WOW ITS BEEN A LONG TIME N I HAVENT HAD ANY PROGRESS IT SUCKS I HAVENT GOT ANY FILLS HOPEFULLY ONCE I DO THAT I WILL BEGIN LOOSING WEIGHT AGAIN AFTER MY LAST BLOG I WROTE I BROKE MY TOE 3 DAYS LATER AND DIDNT FIND OUT TILL 2 WEEKS LATER LOL WELL THAT MESSED ME UP COMPLETELY I STOP EXCRISEING CUZ THEY WANTED ME IN BED REST WHICH I DIDNT DO SO MY WEIGHT KEPT GOIN UP N DOWN FINALLY IN DECEMBER MY TOE HEELED N HOLIDAYS FINSHED I STARTED WORKIN IN JANUARY AGAIN N NOW I DROP BACK WAT I HAD GAINED BAC N ALL I CAN DO IS START TRYIN ALL OVER AGAIN WISH ME LUCK

SO IT BEEN OVER A MONTH NOW N I FINALLY DROPIN WEIGHT ITS FEELS GOOD CLOTHES ARE GETTIN LOOSE ITS GETTIN KIND OF ANNOYIN CUZ THEY NOT FITTING HOW I WANT IT TO LOL BUT AM FITTIN IN PANTS I HAVENT WORENSINCE LAST YEAR SO THATS GOOD LOL BESIDES THAT I HOPE I KEEP DOIN GOOD FOR MYSELF

well i went to my pe op and they took the staples down am so happy am down to 268 already hopefully i will keep goin

hey everyone ok so am 4 days post op n scared to eat ive been drinkin but am scared to put  ne thing heavy in my stomach i dont wanna throw up cant help it i still got some pain but not alot ne ways just checkin in my appoment is next thursday when they take out the staples i got which sucks cuz its so nice this weekend wish i could go out side to the beach or pool ne way ill see it dont hurt to just relax out neways later

hey everyone i did it and yep am home already i did it yesterday morning and everything was good so they let me come home today besides that amm innn soo much pain and am sooo hungry lol i drank a little apple juice over there n i got full and that was it fell my ass alseep lol now my promblem is how am i gonna sleep at home besides that yea it was as bad aas i thought it would be u wake up half asleep they poke u a million times for blood and then they done with u lol neways i guess i begin my big journey i can wait till i heel and dont feel so much pain

So here we are sunday already new it would go buy fast and wow this liquid diet thing is driving me crazy its gonna be 9 oclock so am about to go to sleep lol so i can stop thinking about being hungry and the day would hurry up and come so i can get threw with be scared shott scared aint the word now am just thinkin about all the baded i took my before pictures lol aint puttin them up though dont like the way they look lol i will when i get home though besides that since i have to be up at for in the morning thats another reason am goin to bed was thinking about breaking nite cuz i figure ill be gettin alot sleep well they do that lol but nope since am goin by  my self in the morning on the train dont wanna fall alseep anyways everyone please pray for me and wish me luck till next time later

Ok so i got the call from the hosptil today so the day gets closer and closer i have to be at the hosptil at 615 in the morning can you believe that i have to leave my house buy 5 to be there maybe a little earlier who know i no am gonna be tirer  but luthern medical center is my hosptill i know alot of people who work there so am ok with that but am still scared and cant believe its getting closer i have my weekend planed out already so i know its gonna go by fast

so here we are a week to go i went for pre op testing today that was nothing just waiting now tryin to redo my apt before i go in for the surgey hopefully everthing will be good take care

wow sso i havent wrote here since dec wow well i am so happy to say i finally did it  lol i got my surgey date july 14 wow am so happy and scared now it took forever but now its all gonna work out hopefully