Not a good day

Feb 23, 2009

I didnt work out today. I guess today would be what some call a down day. I just didnt feel like doing anything. I started my eating program off right but an hour later i gave in to head hunger. My comfort food of choice - cereal. Not so good of an idea. I really should have went to the gym. I know thats what helps to keep me focused and on track. im so obsessed with losing weight quickly that I'm sabatoging myself when im unhappy with the results. I really wish I would have got my mind in order before this surgery. i feel so much pressure to lose this weight at a fast pace. here it is almost 2 months later and I dont have much weight loss to show for it. Sometime I wish i could make my self vomit. yeah serious eating problem. Today I just want to go lay down in my bed and sleep the day away, but i cant because I have to go to work. What a bummer. maybe ill just go drink water the rest of the day and have a light dinner.

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