Msdragonz
Beat
Jan 21, 2009
I went for my pre admission testing today in NJ and I am wiped out. It's almost 3 hrs each way.I had to fast for the labs, and when I was almost there Dr G.'s office called and asked if I could come there first instead of after. I said sure, but by the time I got done there, a killer headache was coming on from the lack of caffeine. Combine that with the huge amount of people at the hospital waiting for their own labs and such, it was taking it's toll. Luckily they drew my labs first and I had excedrine on deck waiting to be popped in my mouth. It took a good 2 hours and more excedrine to go away, but thankfully it didn't turn into a migraine.
Soooo....that being said, I got everything taken care of and it's a go for monday. I don't know if I am just wiped out or what but I feel kind of down. I think part of it is those old tapes playing in the back of my mind- "Your going to fail this too you know", "Your not strong enough to do it right", "You'll be sorry" are among the many. It's stuff I'm sure everyone goes through, but writing it down usually helps me. None of it will change my mind though, it's just old baggage I have to turn over, sometimes more than once or twice.
Hopefully all will go well and I'll get my full DS, but of course we'll just have to wait and see. God willing..
At any rate, I refuse to wallow in self pity or unproductive thinking, so I'm off! Chilling on the couch under my nice sweatshirt blanket the my DH bought me for our 21st anniversary.
Tally Ho!
Love and Light to all...~
Robin
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NEPA, PA
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39.9
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Surgery
01/26/2009
Surgery Date
Jul 02, 2008
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