Molly McGlinchey

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So for the past 2 months Ive been really sick lately. 
I dont know if its just from being stressed with my life (parents divorce, grandfathers cancer, school and loss of friendships, not to mention the dating scene) or if its allergies that just keep on turning into colds.

Otherwise I seem to be doing great.  My hair is growing back- I have a bunch of baby hairs so Im kinda excited about that.

Despite not really loosing any weight these past 2 months... ive really noticed a change in the shape of my body.  i dont measure inches but I assume that I have been losing lots of those.
But within the past 2 weeks Ive finally hit the 240's... today I was around 247.  So that kinda made my day despite being super sick.

<3

My personaly goal since surgery has been roughly 20 lbs a month.  Ive been able to hit that until about Nov.  I had my last official weigh in on Oct 23rd and I weighed in at 280 (which was 20 lbs exactly from my month before).  So I hit my goal then.  Well today is Dec. 16 (a little less than 2 months later) and Im barely able to stay under 260 lbs.  Im VERY frustrated that I keep swaying between 5-6 lbs.  On My Birthday Dec 12 I weighed in at 255.

A lot of people say that I am not eating enough and thats why I am not losing weight.
I might agree.  Ive been really not eating or drinking anything at all lately.  im weak and tired all the time.  The only think I really live off is coffee- just to have enough energy to get thru the day.

I see the Dr in two days.  we have a lot to talk about.

I need to pull myself out of this cycle.
Not eating.. no vits.. no water and I weigh myself 2-3 times a day.
Maybe I need therapy?

*sigh*

The struggle never ends.

But I am down from 391 to 259 ish.. I gotta remind myself that is a huge complishment.

Crazy. 
This is surreal.
Im so confident now.  I dont like the way my body is settling, skin wise.  But that is something out of my control.  But Im healthy and thats all that matters.

My hair is so thin- it makes me cry.  But I hope it comes back. =[

Ive had mixed feelings from friends.  Some are proud, some are well, I dont want to say jealous but its the only word I can think of.

But everything smoothes over in time.

Im proud of myself.
And Im not even close to goal yet =]

My new goal is to be at 250 by my 22nd birthday on 12/12.

I know I can do it.


Peave, Love and Tanning

OMG. Im 294. Im in the 200's. That is CRAZY Under 3 months.... and from my heaviest Im almost 100 lbs lighter. Miracle.

And ill be honest- the reason why i stopped was because i couldnt fit in the desk.  you know the kind where the desk and chair are connected.

I went to school today- it wasnt a issue at all

I love school- i missed it so much.

and Im so excited to be back!!!!!!!!