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Trying to get better with my updates!! Here is is January 14, 2012. I am officially down 142lbs, which puts me 36lbs away from my first goal of 200 and 51lbs away from my final goal of 185lbs. Also on my birthday 12/17/11 by then boyfriend proposed!!!!! So yea, I'm planning a wedding!!!!! 

I'm officially down 128lbs in 6 months!! I'm only 50lbs from my first goal of 200lbs and 65lbs away from my final goal of 185lbs!!! I am still very very much in love, I actually leave tomorrow after my finals to spend Christmas in Canada with him (we're going to his folks house on Christmas day). School is officially over after my last 2 finals tomorrow WHEW!!!

I am now 286 which means I'VE PASSED THE HALF WAY MARK!!!! And I'm only 8lbs from having lost 100lbs!! Omg I can't believe this, it's gonna take a a little while to sink in.....

Wow, down 84lbs in less than 3 months....5lbs from the half way mark. I'm 16lbs from having lost 100lbs total and 94lbs away from my goal...those are some numbers... Best part is I star school full-time on the 31st! no wait the absolute best part is that I've met the man I will be spending the rest of my life with. I am blessed

I'm officially down 79lbs and am 10lbs away from the half way mark and 99lbs from my goal and I am less than 3 months out... GOD IS GOOD!!!

Officially 23.8lbs away from the half way point and 13.8lbs away from being under 300lbs. But most importantly I've not only reached my July 15 goal but I've passed it!!!!!!!!!

I am officially 32lbs from my half way point of weightloss!!!! Plus I'm 21lbs away from being under 300 for the first time in almost 10 years.

I'm currently 45.4lbs from the half way mark....I'll be under 300....My goal is to try and make as much come off by July 15 ...at least 20lbs...Does this sound reasonable? Now...to get on my get ish done grind , , !!!!!

Today is really hard for me. Although it's not the first day that I've felt this way, it's the first time I've chosen to write about it.. I am beyond depressed. I keep asking myself what have I done as hot tears run down my cheeks. This is just so hard for me. I don't want to stay inside but I can't go out really because I get so dizzy, can't even walk around Walmart without feeling sick. I so sad. Angry with myself .  I did this for the right reasons, I think. I didn't see this as the "easy way out", or did I? 

I'm one week out and 26lbs down. This is definitely a trying time....no meat, quit smoking and no booze.... 3 words. Head Will Roll!!!