Mary Wilson
9 Days Postop
Dec 09, 2007
Today is the second Sunday following my surgery. I have been pain free for 3 days. Depression is my biggest thing now, but once I head to VA on Monday I believe that little pest will improve. I don't recommend not having anyone stay with you. My daughter that lives with me was unavailable on a full time basis and I believe that being alone this week is what triggered this depressive episode. My daughter in VA was willing to come but I decided that we didn't need to go through that expense since I was coming there after my 1 week post op appointment. Can I say WHAT A MISTAKE. I believe I have paid a much bigger price with my depression and if I could go back I would have changed my surgery date in order to have a few more dollars to fly her out here. Well, now we just move forward. I am excited by all the things that are going to happen. I feel 300% better than I felt a little over a week ago. I have energy, I don't need any naps, I still have mild insomnia but it's tolerable. I am loving life and looking forward to being healthy for the rest of my life. Thankyou God for all you have given me.
One Week Post Op
Dec 07, 2007
Yesterday was my one week appointment. Lost 10 pounds since preop and 20 pounds since initial consultation. I wish I could say I am excited. I am pleased.
I am having a terrible bout with depression.
I have a 15+ year history with depression. Have been medicated for the past 12 years. Dr Friedman said there was a possibility of having the depression recur. Well, it hit me this week. I guess early is better than later. Not at all would be the preference. I miss my old friend....FOOD. I called a friend who understands the words "I am in a bad place". When she asked if I was missing my comfort I broke down. Just typing this brings tears to my eyes. I really didn't think I used food as a comfort this much. I miss you friend 
I will be able to have some of the comfort things in the weeks to come and only in moderation. Maybe now I can have a real relationship with food. One that sustains me rather than hiding behind it.
Am flying to VA on Monday to stay with my daughter and her family. I look forward to my beautiful angel Shelby. She just wishes I was bringing the kitties! If I wasn't going I would be signing up for work with my agency just to have something to do. You can only watch so much tv.
I got out and did a lap at the park today. Felt good enough to do two but was afraid I would get halfway around and not be able to get home. Crawling is no longer acceptable. Have had to do that before. My goal is to add a lap every week.
Until next time,
Mary
I am having a terrible bout with depression.
I have a 15+ year history with depression. Have been medicated for the past 12 years. Dr Friedman said there was a possibility of having the depression recur. Well, it hit me this week. I guess early is better than later. Not at all would be the preference. I miss my old friend....FOOD. I called a friend who understands the words "I am in a bad place". When she asked if I was missing my comfort I broke down. Just typing this brings tears to my eyes. I really didn't think I used food as a comfort this much. I miss you friend I will be able to have some of the comfort things in the weeks to come and only in moderation. Maybe now I can have a real relationship with food. One that sustains me rather than hiding behind it.Am flying to VA on Monday to stay with my daughter and her family. I look forward to my beautiful angel Shelby. She just wishes I was bringing the kitties! If I wasn't going I would be signing up for work with my agency just to have something to do. You can only watch so much tv.
I got out and did a lap at the park today. Felt good enough to do two but was afraid I would get halfway around and not be able to get home. Crawling is no longer acceptable. Have had to do that before. My goal is to add a lap every week.
Until next time,
Mary
3 Days post-op
Dec 03, 2007
Well, I am 3 days post op! I wish I could say I am as pumped as I was the day before WLS. I am tired, not getting enough water, watching stupid TV. Before I "weigh-in" on the surgery aspect I'm going to let some time pass. I have never had any type of major surgery before. My lasik surgery was awesome but I've not had to compare to anything but childbirth and I loved that. But major surgery?... I do have to say that the entire process...from info seminar to day of discharge...has been POSITIVE. All the staff...Doctors, Nurses, ancillary staff...have been wonderful. My hats off to them.
More later,
Mary
More later,
Mary
Jello
Nov 27, 2007
I used to say that for "hello". But now I am looking at jello in an entirely different way. OMG, I cannot believe I have to eat jello for 4 days before my surgery. Good thing it's only 2 days away now. 1/2 way there with the jello.
