myishab
So here is MY Story.....
Have I been overweight all my life? NO... I have been OBESE or Morbidly OBESE for most of my life. The last time I remember being in the 100s was in fourth grade when I was 164lbs........6th grade 230......Now don't get me wrong, I have a great family and my weight didnt stop me from being successful. I was a cheerleader for 13 years and captin of my high school squad. I even graduated from college in 4 years with two BAs and a MA degree.. Went to Jamaica and met the man the would be my husband for the next 5 years ( or as I like to call it my "practice run" lol). I even managed to have 3 kids in 19 months! I have twin sons who are almost 4 and a 2 1/2 year old daughter.....................................................................But one questions continues to nag at me. What would my life be like if I was the BEST version of Myisha? I have made numerous attemps before to find this out by trying all the diets that most of you have and even lost 60 pounds when i was 20 doing a strict, strict atkins....but even then I was still Obese! At 5'6 1/2 my lowest adult weight has been 220.....now and days I am 100+ pounds above that. How can 340 lbs be my best self???? No way.
let me put it this way. When a plan takes off, the flight attendant comes to the front and starts to give instructions. She/he says, in case of emergency pull your oxegen mask from above and THEN assist children or people around you. People may ask the question why???? the answer is simple, If you can't breath, you can't help anyone else!!! For too long I have been gasping at air taking in minimal oxegen but trying to help everyone else. Well its time for me to breath. Its a new season, its a new day. Everything in my life is changing. I am 29 years old I have 3 children and I am now single after divorce...waiting for God to bring me my real husband ( not another one that I picked) I dont have time to play around with my health anymore.It was okay when I was just big but didnt have any health effects from being morbidly obese but this past year things have really started to change. All the sudden my knees hurt and i cant sleep. I'm always tired...my back aches like crazy. What is going on??? Besides, my daughter is looking at me for her example and I want to be the best example I can be. So this is my journey to find Myisha's Groove....not like Stella because I already did that ( lol) but my soul beat.....what will I even look like regular sized? lets find out together
