7 months post op (almost 8)

Jun 20, 2011

   Well, I haven't been on here in almost 3 months.  Life is good.  I'm 7 almost 8 months post RNY and doing wonderful!  I'm about 5-7 pounds to my goal weight of 150 bringing my total weight loss to 112 pounds so far!  I am wearing jeans (size 8)  that are smaller in size than my shoes (size 9 1/2)!  I never thought that would happen, talk about an "WOW" moment.  This whole thing has been such a blessing.  Id do it over and over again in a heart beat.  Don't get me wrong, it hasn't been without its trials and tribulations but its been worth every one.  I still really struggle with anemia, I cant seem to get my iron levels up. It may be time to ask for Rx iron.  As far as emotional bumps in the road I hadn't had any until about 2 months ago when I had my 6 month check up.  I was feeling really good about myself, very pleased with my progress and ready to start maintaining instead of keep loosing.  Well, when I talked to my surgeon he said that I could expect to loose 15-25 pounds more before I started to level out.  Who the heck would have thought that would bother me?!  I went home kind of upset.  Then I was upset that I was upset lol.  Ok, here was my thinking.  Ive spent my whole life convincing myself that I didn't want to be skinny, that skinny wasn't attractive or healthy so I could be happy with my plus size frame.  Now all of a sudden I find myself thin.  I'm wearing cloths out of the junior section of department stores!  It took me a bit to get back into the right head space and gain my confidence back.  Yes I'm thin, yes I'm healthy and yes I'm gorgeous :). Life is good.

PS I tried to add a picture but my work computer is acting up. Ill add one later :)

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About Me
Stockton, CA
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23.5
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RNY
Surgery
11/08/2010
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Feb 02, 2010
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