girlfriend. what an adventure you have ahead of you! first you will freaking wonder if this is the right thing to do. it is. then you will wonder if it will work. it will. then you will wonder if it will really work. it will. then you will wonder what the hell took you so long. it was just fear. you will get on the scales 16 times a day, this will pass. then you will wonder if it will ever stop. it will. then you will wonder if you will go bankrupt on clothes. entirely possible. then you will find that you have bones in places that you did not know about. and a body that you have not seen in a couple of decades. you will get used to it. then you will really know about WOW moments. it is a rush.
Tuesday is your day! Just remember you are on the journey of a lifetime. Try to enjoy every minute. It may sound weird now, but know that you are cared for and prayed for here, and all too soon this will be but a memory and you will be an inspiration to someone else. I am waiting for you on the losers' bench! ~ JudyAnne