Too fat for school? what!

Feb 21, 2010

 I hate going to school. Everyone just looks so comfortable and I am not, so im a hater. lol. I just wish I can go to school and not worry about if someone's gonna take my seat in the back row, cause i refuse to sit in the middle or the front of the class. I want to be in the background where no one can see me. Oh and being uncomfortable for hours squeezing in my chair trying to look comfortable, all the while trying to focus on my school work is hard work. I was watching the insider, which i am not to proud to admit, and Kevin Smith said believe it or not fat people just want to blend in, we try hard not to to stick out, ironic as that sounds, and it so true. No one is bothering me or making me feel insecure IT'S ALL ME. But as much as i try to be normal, which i am, I can't help but look around and see no one who resembles me in terms of weight. im always the biggest in my class, and im just sick of it. And im tired all the time (anemic for years) . i can't wait for surgery.   

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