Meeting my surgeon

May 18, 2010

 So, i've been to the orientation, the support group meetings, therapist and now i need to see a nutritionist and speak with a surgeon. It was funny, my mom was on the phone the the secretary or whatever a nurse? was like which doctor would i like to speak to to perform my surgery, and i yelled "who ever is the best!" duh bitch. lol but yeah im excited its the only thing i look foward to nowadays, but im trying to stay optimistic about everything. easier said than done. Still scared about school. i just hate looking around in a see of people who do not look like me. i feel so alone sometimes... im uncomfortable and no one seems to understand what i mean, they just say go back to school like its so easy. i will return to school because frankly i have no other option and because i do want to finish. but it's all still very frustrating. thats why i love this site i know many other feel or have felt this way and i can speak or type whatever, freely. any advice? 

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