Mzlgrl31
Oh the waiting game!
Jun 22, 2010
It's getting closer and closer. Im just about three days out from my last cigarette sweeeet right! OMG!!! I have done pretty good until tonight.. I want to smoke so bad.. I thinks it's because Im bored.. The house is cleaned, the laundry is almost complete and I want to smoke.. This to shall pass right? I have also found that the closer I get to my surgery date, Im thinking about all the food that I think I will never be able to eat again.. Hmmm.. So I want a Chili dog from Mr. Dons, I want a greasy cheese burger and onion rings from one of the local bars with a really cold beer. What the heck am I doing? Our son graduated this week and the open house we had lots of healthy foods, stuff that Mark could eat.. Protein, protein..protein.. and more protein.. We had meatballs, beans, cheese, and then fruit, veggies, pickles...then CAKE...white cake, with icing that smelled heavenly.. Lol.. I have to admit.. I started out having just a bite.. then a sliver...then a whole friggin piece. This is truely mental.. I think, no I know that food is just as addicting as drugs and alcohol... the only difference is we need food to survive. Since January 2010 Mark & I made a decision to change our life's, we want to get healthy and live along time. It actually has been fairly easy up until the last two weeks, I have had a steady weight loss..1-2 pounds a week.. feeling pretty good, watching Mark loose weight like crazy is making it easier, so I dont know why all these evil thoughts have started to take over...any thoughts anyone????I guess Im going to go to bed..I have no cigarettes..so Im good.. no ucky food in the house...even better.. going to curl up with my man and dream of my new life. ;)
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About Me
Battle Creek, MI
Location
34.0
BMI
Surgery
08/03/2010
Surgery Date
Mar 01, 2010
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