Hello to all,
  I'm a single mother of two.  My daughter is 14 and my son is 11 years old.  I feel if I don't get this surgery now I am scared of not being around for my kids.  I am the oldest of my parent's children, and the heaviest.  I am known as "Big Sis", but I am tired of literally being the biggest sister.  I would loose weight but will gain what I lost plus 10-15 lbs more.    It would be times I just cry myself to sleep.  It has been times I look in the mirror and be like "Dawg!"  How did I let myself get like this?  And when did this extra stomach get here! 
  I find myself asking the man above to give me the strength not to give up more often then before.  He allowed me to meet people who had the WLS surgery.  I have been trying to get the surgery for the last past two years.  I was approved once before, but my job had changed insurances.  You talking about being depressed and let down.  I had to start all over.  I didn't give up.  Now I finally have a date.  The nurse asked me when did I want to schedule the for the beginning, middle, or end of the month.  I told her the first available date she had, because I want it.  
  October 2, 2007 will be the day I start a new chapter in my life.  My birthday is the 5th of October.  This will be the best birthday present I could ever give myself.
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About Me
Milwaukee, WI
Location
26.8
BMI
RNY
Surgery
10/02/2007
Surgery Date
Sep 14, 2007
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