I have been a big child almost all my life. I lived with my parents and sister and brother. When I was 10 years old my grandmother died. She watched me everyday. I wasn't allowed to eat candy, drink soda or have cake. Well I was skinny at that time. Well she died on my 10th birthday and I took it really hard. Not knowing at 10 years old I started eating things I was never allowed to eat. I never learned portion control because she did everything for me. My parents always took us to buffets growing up. My mother worked in the food and beverage department at big hotels. We was taught to get our moneys worth and that is what I did. We would go up 3 times and the 4th would be the dessert. This is where I learned to stuff myself. I was a very active child I played soccer, paddled canoe, basketball and volleyball in High School. I wasn't that big in High School however I was the biggest person on the team. For Soccer I played goalie I hated to run however i was dam good and was all american from Freshman year to Senior Year. I played the other sports just to stay active. Well after High School I never excercised again for a long time and the weight started piling on. I think I was so active that I was burning the calories however after 3 years out of school I was at 185 lbs. 1995 I had my first child. I was 22 years old. I didn't gain that much only 15 lbs. I lost it however as soon as I got back down to 185 and the baby stopped nursing I went up to 200. In 1997 I had another baby this time I got really sick during the pregnancy that I was at 160 I was so excited. Back down to High School weight. I took so many pictures of myself. Well that was only for 3 months and boom pregnant again 1998 I had a baby boy. This pregnancy I could eat anything and everything I gained 60 lbs. I was a house. I couldn't lose it. And with three children under the age of 2 1/2. I couldn't excercise. Well 2 years later you got it pregnant with numer 4. At this point I was up to 255. I am so discussed I went on Phentermine. I lost lots of weight and got down to 185. Then it happened again yes!!! My daughter baby number 5. I was so sad that all my hard work to lose weight went down the drain. Well my daughter is 3 now and I am at 240. My BMI is at 40. Here are my goals. 1. Get to underland by my 90 day mark. 2. I want to fit into a size 9. I have never been a nine the only size I remember in High School was 13 and 16 3. My goal weight of 135. However I will be happy at 150.

Pre-Op 240   Wishing to be 140

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