Plastic Surgery Consult in FEB

Dec 17, 2010

I have scheduled an appt with Dr. LoMonaco. I have an appt Feb the 11th with Dr. Lo!  I am terrified and excited. I am terrified that I may go through with this plastic surgery. But I feel that it is necessary. My visit to Victoria's secret was the eye opener for me. Even though I have lost weight I still look frumpy. I can honestly say that my constant weight change is the culprit. In my teen years gaining and loosing weight didn't really effect my skin. But i guess as you get older things change. I need a tummy tuck/body lift, I would like breast augmentation as well because i also have one breast that is noticably larger than the other.. I wear a size 10/12 but the muffin top is ridiculous. Clothes that fit me in the "waist" do not fit my anywhere else since I have always carried my weight from the waist up.

Can I afford this surgery? Absolutely, not. Do I still want the surgery? Absolutely.  In 2010...... looks are more important than ever thanks to tv and internet and our ability to reach people. I consider myself a realist. I know that in order to lead the kind of lifestyle and to have the kind of partner that I would like, I need to be more pleasing to the eye. I do not think that I am unattractive. I just know that the game is more cruical than ever. My desire is not to be a size 3. But to look good at the size I am now.  I would like to be able to wear form fitting outfits with out skin bulging from everywhere. *shrugs* You may call me vain.... but again... I call myself a realist.

I am afraid of the recovery after the surgery but I feel as though I will regret not having the surgery now. I came to the same conclusion when I decided to have my band. My bestie rolled her eyes at me when I told her previously about my desire to have plastic surgery. I stripped naked for her two weeks ago.... and she gave her approval of my goals. lol. seeing me and then seeing me naked is two totally different things.

I am sure that I will be discouraged from the surgery since I have yet to have any children but I feel as though me not having surgery will hinder my ability to find the right parter. period.

that is all for now. good luck to you all in your endeavors to health and happiness in 2011. I intend on moving towards mine.

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