THIS TIME LAST YEAR

Nov 18, 2009

This time last year, I was sitting in a hotel room with my husband taking laxatives and suffering b/c I had just got a wisdom tooth pulled the day before and due to impending surgery-could not take any painkillers, ie. blood thinners before surgery...I was anticipating my life. Wondering how I would feel when I woke up. Wondering if I would wake up skinny. Freezing b/c I was so nervous. Couldn't sleep. Eating onion soup b/c I was starving (not supposed to eat anything) but thats all the hotel room service had close to clear liquid. Wow. This time last year. This time last year, I was 351lbs. Having lost 15lbs on my 3 week liquid diet. I felt so scared. So good. And so Thankful to the Lord. At this exact time last year.

This time last year I was happy. Ok with life. Very uncomfortable though, but got used to it after having been that way for about 10 years. Morbidly Obese. Couldn't fly. Couldn't sit in a restaurant. Couldn't paint my toes. Couldn't sit indian style. Couldn't walk 5 feet without being out of breath. Didnt want to walk my dog. hated getting up in the morning for the pain in my knees. Borderline diabetic. Always being told how pretty I was for a "big girl."

Wow.....this time last year......

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